I grew up in a small neighborhood in St. Ann Jamaica
with my mom and step dad I am the youngest of six children, Thou born in the Bahamas I didn't know anything about the
Bahamas or any of my family in the Bahamas. My mom was never close to me and I dear not ask about my fathers side of the family...:
My mother and stepfather had owned business and so they were both gone most of the time, which also meant while at home I
was alone At an early age I came to realize I had the gift of dreaming and interpreting dreams, and so by the time I began
to share my dreams with others I would find out that it would be very fascinated to not just them but to me also. I gave my
life to Christ and got baptize in a Church of Christ we attended at age 13, , shortly after my baptism I went off to boarding
school. It was there that I met persons who would later introduce me to the occult lifestyle. I began to read, Tarot cards
and started to dabbling in everything that represented the occult. The moment I said yes was the moment I had opened my spirit
to everything the devil had to offer…. after 6 months after mastering astral projection, I met what is called a spirit
guides, who taught me almost everything I needed to know about the occult world. BY the time I was 15 I was so advanced I
had my own clientsI educated myself in basically all the religion that practiced magic and how they did it, I was also deeply
involved in astral projection, Automatic writing, third eye meditations. Enochian magic (angel magic), candle magic and spells,
I was also involved in Tarot card reading. I was able to work on my own and also had people of all age group consulting me.Of
course things had began to change with me, not just spiritually but as a person and so my mother, had suspected drugs and
that maybe I was addicted to some form of drugs or maybe selling drugs, since she often heard people came to me all the time.
The selling of drugs or the taking of drugs was far from the truth, but at the time, I didn't really care because my love
for everyone including her had gone, it was all gone to the area's of the things I had then made my god .At the age of 16
My mom brought me back to the Bahamas, I did keep up with my excise and mediations. There were time I wasn't able to do much
practice. But I would do a lot of channeling , telepathy astral projection and meditations When I started to practice and
gained clients I started to do that almost as a living, and before I knew it it was my life. I started to do a wide rage of
Tarot card reading, and spiritual cleaning for people and their homes, I also did a other spells . I was hired along with
a few friends that I had trained to read cards, to come and read tarot cards at functions that were done here in the Bahamas
for AT&T Bellsouth, and Chase Manhattan . I was a member of a great Church and I was also active in the church, but my
biggest problem was I wanted both of each world, I secretly was serving Satan and pretending to be serving God, The Bible
tells us in Matthew Verse 6: 24 it says "No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other,
or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon. . I have proven that scripture to
be true, over and over again, because, back then even thou I thought I had love the Lord, the only love I really had was that
of the occult. I thank God for my son who prayed for me over the years, my cousin Ziska and my dear friend Gloria Wallace.
There were time because I knew where my heart was, I would ask her not to pray because nothing would change, however in early
2007, after doing one of the biggest reading I have ever done in my life for AT&T, I came home and didn't want to talk
about my night, and neither did I want to read for anyone for the rest of the week, I just felt tired. Spirituality, Physical
and mentally tired. And for the first time in my life I didn't want to do any of what I was doing anymore . There was a strong
conviction going on within me, one that no one who knew that side of me would have understood, and so I had turned to someone
for help, who would later send me to a Lady Rev. who said she would help me pull through what I was going through, but instead
of helping me she wanted me to help her out with magical spells and witchcraft because of some situations and problems she
was having of her own, When I wouldn't she insisted that I teach her what I knew so she could at least help her .She had so
much ungodly things going on with her it was too much I had to expose her. I was disappointed, but I was not about to give
up the fact that I wanted to change and wanted to have God as part of my life. I began to pray and cry out to God for help,
asking him to have mercy on me to help me out, help me with a job so I would have less spare time or no time to do what I
was doing. Shortly after God allowed me to mysteriously find the Mattie Nottage Ministries. Yes I was a member of another
church and it was not that my church was not preaching the word to me, or it was not that they agreed on what I was doing,
because the few who knew my lifestyle would encourage me all the time to stop, and to turn to Christ, however for me I was
not ready and I knew because I had found so much comfort in the church I was a member, I knew I had to step out in order to
get help. Where I spoke to someone on the telephone, while waiting to meet with Prophetess Mattie, I got a Job, paying me
the same amount that I was asking God for and the hours were the same . Even thou I knew I wanted change it was hard to let
go of some of the things of the occult right away and when I went to meet her to talk I wore the Pentagram I have always worn
around my neck and I also had other things that represented the occult in my bag, However that was that day, that very afternoon
that my life had began to change and it was there that I made a commitment with God that I would never look back, once he
took me through. Yes I had a lot of ups and downs, I had many fights spiritual, I had a lot of sleepless night, many attacks
from the enemy, everything circumstance that could have rise up against me did. But I had made up in my mine no matter what
the circumstances where I knew and still know that God is on my side and he would see me through, he is in Control of every
situation in my life. And he was going to see me through. Because he promised me that I want to say to say to anyone out there
who is going down the wrong path …. I have tried it all … Things can never guarantee eternal life, financial gain,
lust, personal profit, greediness, selfishness, etc. All the things that we are tempted by the devil with. So we must stand
strong and put on the armor of the Lord and never sell our souls to the devil for temporary satisfaction. The only way you
can lose your soul, is by choosing to deny Jesus Christ. How we spend our time in this life and what we put first is all a
matter of priorities. We can put our own desires and wants first, or we can put God first. It is up to us to choose….
Jesus came to set the captives free. He came to remove sin's chain, so that we may know comfort, eternal security and peace
with God through Him. His sacrifice made on the cross, long ago, was for the forgiveness of all believers' sins. He came to
offer this freedom to every one of us. Some of us will believe and gladly accept Him, and some of us will not. Those who believe
that Jesus is the Son of God, that He died on the cross for their sins, and rose from the dead, can ask God to forgive their
sins and to remove their chain. This is the Truth. This is what's known as the Gospel (good news) of Jesus Christ. If we confess
our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness..
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